I am getting stronger,
not because of the games I win or the success I accumulate.
I have none of it anyways.
But I lose and fail on every step of the way.
Keep tumbling away and regretting my mistakes.
Learning from them was a new lesson.
Letting go after a loss, was painful confession.
But now I take few steps to where I want to go.
Slow and steady, scare to tip and throw.
Afraid of going against the flow.
Trying to make sense of how it will be,
while making amends of what there is.
I am not strong because of all that I have lived through.
I am strong because I am alive and have ready to say,
“Its okay, I have been through.
Give me one more moment, not to stuck at what I am bad at,
Just to try another something simple,
I might just be great at”
Questions arise on the faces of those who love me,
I see my love from them, in the reflection of their irises.
I smile and continue, “I might fail again,
But I will still be happy and alive.” They relax and sigh,
“Thats all we want, in the world of complex,
words and work, You should be your own Pillar.
No matter how badly its taxed.
Someday you will find it was not, all or nothing, my love.
Just another soul with its own universe,
Finding love and creating its own.”
I stand again, ready to go, on this way where there is no snow.
Its okay, its alright! The sun will shine, when the day is bright.
And night sky will come no matter what.
Till I fall asleep lets me find myself a path.